Monday, December 21, 2015

Don't blow away!

Hello Monday!

Indeed the Miss Universe 2015 announcement gave chills to all expectators around the globe. I am proud that finally after long years, Philippines was able to get the crown. It may be a disapointing coronation but I am sooo proud of our very own Pia. Congratulations girl!

And also for today, I found my shell-charmed anklets which I got last 2007 in Boracay. Honestly, I got a pair which I have been wearin for years and misplaced them (happy that they were located).

As seen on Boys Over Flowers, when Gu Jun Pyo bought Geum Jandi a cheap shell-made anklet. In the the series, anklets are supposed to be given to someone whom you want to spend the rest of your life with, it's like you are wishing for them not to go away.

So when you receive one, even if it's made of inexpensive material... Keep it coz it is actually from the heart!

So that's it for today! Good night peeps!

Ps. Please excuse this selfie to end my post! Mwahhhh

Saturday, December 19, 2015

The Awaken

Just watched the new Starwars: The Force Awakens and I just wanna share my thoughts on it. I can not consider myself an enthusiast of the franchise but still went to see it as a movie lover.

You might laugh but I cried on the part when Han Solo confronted his son, Kylo Ren. The most loved son was so full of hatred and nothing could soothe his brokenness, not even the affection of his parent and ended killing his beloved father with his light saber. 

Someone might misunderstood me and think that I am meddling with his personal life but I just want him to find time and show a bit of interest for his dear son. I can feel the distance growing farther between them and I don't want same fate for both (yun lang no more no less).

I am not the perfect mother here, I have my flaws and lapses that's why all I wanted is to make him feel wanted.

I guess that's all for tonight and may the force be with all of us! ;)

Thursday, December 17, 2015

Thank you 2015!!!

They say that the past is long gone and it is indeed true, the present is what we have now and whoever is on our side and whatever is our actions now will determine the future.

Now that all baggage-s are resolved I am now ready to face what life is willing to offer ahead. 

I had been courageous enough to eat whatever pride I have and I have done my part.  I am finally happy to forgive myself and all the people who have wronged me and start focusing on the people that will be constant to me, my son, my parents and my sister's family.  This year have been tough but it was worth it for I gained lessons that made me into who I am today. 

I made a list of the people who have been significant to my growth.

To  the person who viewed me as a "nobody" but a beauty, my middle finger to you and f$ck your face.  You may have the brains that can give you the world but walk your talk on morality. You don't deserve every part of me, not even my respect...but I still forgive you and thank you too coz you taught me to be tougher than you have imagined.

To the person who took me for granted, but had the courage to ask for my forgiveness genuinely... I also forgive you. I can not wish you much but thank you too for making me see that I deserve the best.

To my family, indeed at your worst, they are the people who accept you unconditionally and their warmth makes life easier and worth-living.

To a few good friends, I wouldn't have made it through if not for your constant reminders and words of encouragement. Thank you so much.

To my son, thank you for displaying a great strength amidst the chaos that we have been putting you through. And I wish that bitterness  will not eat out your sweetness my love. Just remember though, the things that mama keep on reminding you not to take after the wrong steps of someone that you look up to.

And to God, thank you for the grace. I may not understand your way of showing me things but now I do get it. Your goodness to a sinner like me is so much to be grateful for and your love to an oppressed like me is so miraculously big.

Indeed life is crazy and bumpy and the right people on my side made it extra easy. Thank you life!!! And I am blissful to say goodbye to people undeserving to have a piece of me and hello to a few people who stood by me!

Wednesday, December 9, 2015

Peaceful heart

Good morning Wednesday!

Life has been frustratingly stressful and I am so grateful I get to spend my off with laughters. Yes, life is happier when you begin to accept instances that can no longer be changed.

Thank you Lord for a bright and peaceful day, for the warm smiles of people who care, for the undying love of people that matter... I am at peace and I wish to keep this even in my different lifetime.

Enjoy the rest of your day!

Tuesday, December 1, 2015

Hey there December!

It's the first of December again, the chilly wind makes it sooo painfully nostalgic, the dewy morning makes me miss to cuddle and the Christmas air makes me sweetly desperate. Oh wells, I can't help it coz it is a month that will always be special to me.

I just love the Christmas air! It makes me go back to the memories that I most cherish. The once days filled with love will forever be remembered and will always  tint my lips with the sweetest smile!

Today, I welcomed it with a clear head and a light heart...I feel grateful and good I wanna keep this way!

Hihihi my mood deserves some shameless selfies again lol.

Aside from those, my skin starts to clear as well (thankfully I discovered Dr. Alvin).

I hope that I'll have to keep this smile the whole month though hahaha.

Lemme sign off then with the usual "Hey December please be subtle!"

Good night! ;)