Wednesday, October 22, 2014

Naugty Cat: Openning Soon!

Anneonghaseo!!!
Another South Korean trendy shop for accessories is coming to town!!!

Yes!  Naughty Cat, a very chic and trendy shop for your girly needs is hitting the metro this October.  And to give you a peek of what the store will look, see pictures below of the shops in S. Korea.
It is indeed a girl's haven for their kikay must have!
And to sample few of the accessories, see the adorable pieces below. 

Eccentric yet trendy, girly yet unique and tasteful pieces are in store!

See you on their openning ladies! October 25, 2014... Don't forget, arasso? :)

Tuesday, October 21, 2014

Random thoughts: Pieces...

It's been three months that I have been holding on... I can't believe it went that far, the night we talked and the night we consciously agreed on an unsure situation. We tried so hard to stay together both unsure of the reasons... Maybe we were both so scared to let go of each other. For the nth times, I again made my chances and took the risk to just go with flow. I guess on that moment we should have halted... to save hearts from being broken. Well, as I can see now you are living life pretty well and I need to be happy for you. I, on the other hand have lost the game again. Moving forward and not looking back is really hard especially when all the pieces have been left. In God's time...
If that someone may accidentally read this, he thinks everything is fine but everyday I know we are drifting apart. 

Monday, October 20, 2014

Random thoughts: Dreams

We met by chance... We started as friends... We played with fire... We fought so hard... We fell inlove... We dreamt of forever... But you woke up first... Now that is sad coz I was left dreaming. Oh silly life... It is always unfair! :(

Sunday, October 19, 2014

Random thoughts: To miss is to wonder...

Here I am again waiting and wondering... I miss you so much that my heart aches. I have told many times that I should endure and take resposibility for this is the life that I have chosen.  The night could have been warmer if you are here... But what can I do, you have your priorities set and your life planned and I can't do anything but to watch you make all your wishes a reality. I have to understand... Because I love... 
Think of me once in a while. 

Sunday, October 12, 2014

Random Thoughts: Uncertainty

Every night time, I would always stand at my balcony starin at the stars thinkin the never ending what ifs of my life. Indeed the thought of him not having the courage to stay with me keeps on haunting me. The emptiness I feel for my loss is eating me up everyday.  I breathe just for the sake of breathing. I move because I'm still alive. I wake up everyday because I don't have a choice. I mean life had been so meaningless... I can't find my reason, the pain of my uncertain future is soooo unbearable. I am hoping that I can just fast forward my life and jump into my future so I can look back and see how miserable I was and laugh at it. I am dying to be in that instance... 

Thursday, October 9, 2014

Random Thoughts: Pitchblack

It has been a while since I dropped somethin here. Well, I got no decent net here at my place, my laptop was busted and life for the past two years had been overwhelmingly chaotic.  (Thank God though, I have my mobile phone for some new posts... This time though it won't be about my pasion on make ups instead on my journey to self-healing).
Today at 5am, barely slept, I woke up with an agonizing pain and I have no other choice but to cry it out again. The pain is sooo real that I can't even pinpoint which part hurts the most.  Yes, my heart is badly shuttered... Into millions of tiny pieces, some parts have been blown away making them impossible to be picked and be patched together.  I am now strugglin... Strugglin to live and to survive. It is a battle that not too many can understand but everyday I am really dying inside.  
I can't take it... I can't anymore....